flawed with awe

I have a lot of flawed. But the most flawed on me that everyone can see is blur. I'm so blur. I'm not good in direction and always wrong in capturing what people said. Because of that, sometimes I don't know what happen when we all have some problem. But, according to my friend, sometimes my "blurness" is good. Because I always don't know whats happening and keep calm while everyone is panic :p